dysphoria is a bitch, I've been on this trip for over 2 years the last 16 months on HRT waiting for both bottom and top surgeries, the time is killing me it's bringing back
the uncertainty of assurance, I keep questioning my competency, I thought I was ready but the fear of the unknown is scaring the hell out of me, I attend an LGBTQ+
group they are very supportive of my apprehension, I know I want this but mentally I feel inept and under confident, I've made major transitions socially and mentally
but I'm still stuck in the fear mode, coming out wasn't easy I'm just glad my children support my change and understand what brought me to this point, it's me.
the uncertainty of assurance, I keep questioning my competency, I thought I was ready but the fear of the unknown is scaring the hell out of me, I attend an LGBTQ+
group they are very supportive of my apprehension, I know I want this but mentally I feel inept and under confident, I've made major transitions socially and mentally
but I'm still stuck in the fear mode, coming out wasn't easy I'm just glad my children support my change and understand what brought me to this point, it's me.